Molly McCann: In my gym I am made to feel proud and appreciated for who I am

Molly McCann: In my gym I am made to feel proud and appreciated for who I am

McCann writes for (Picture: Getty)

As part of’s Pride Takeover, UFC star Molly McCann shares her story and discusses the challenges she has faced and continues to face as a proud gay woman.

When I go back through it all, it was so hard for me as a kid to entertain the fact that I might be gay.

Just because of the choice of language and some of the behaviour that was constantly around me and because of the way I was made feel about gay people, from the people I would hang around with. And being from an Irish Catholic family, it just wasn’t accepted.

That took a long time for me to get my head around. When I was a kid and I used to hear those words and those attitudes towards gay people, I just ran away from it.

In my 20s, I started mixed martial arts and I found the culture of MMA is very accepting. I was made to feel safe in the gyms and eventually I chose to tell my mum. I say I chose to tell her – I couldn’t do it, she just asked me and I burst into tears. So I think she knew.

UFC Fight Night: McCann v Carolina

McCann scored the biggest win of her career at UFC London in March (Picture: Getty)

It was a tough time because I felt like I had shamed the family. My mum told the whole family and they all rang me telling me how proud they were. And it changed the perception. Not one of them said some of the things I thought they might say. It was quite a powerful moment, one to be celebrated for being my true self after hiding it away for so long.

The world of MMA and UFC has been so accepting. It is my home. My gym family, we push ourselves to our limits every day. You train your training partners to go win fights. And sometimes that means pushing them to their breaking point, to the point where they are in tears, hurting them.

It’s a bond that cannot be broken. It’s kind of like being in the army, the idea of the band of brothers. In my gym I have never been made to feel any other way than proud and appreciated for what I am.

McCann: There has been a real language and vocabulary shift in recent years (Picture: Getty)

Of course, there are still incidents when language that isn’t appropriate is used at me or around me. Sometimes it is a case of having to pick and choose your battles. Sometimes if people are being offensive, or have said a certain thing, I just ask them: ‘Why did you say that?’ And a lot of the time, it is simply because they were unaware that it was offensive.

Other times, all I would have to do is give a look and they would know. It is rare, but you still get that and that is the no1 thing that people try to hit me with to hurt me. It just depends how you are feeling that day.

Sometimes it feels like it is an empty cup. Every homophobic slur is like a drop of water and it drips and drips and drips and you take it. And some days it just overflows and you just lose the plot or feel sad. But predominantly it is all good, I feel like there has been a real language and vocabulary shift the last two or three years.

My Pride post at the start of the month was a thank you to the allies and everyone who has changed their vocabulary and their attitudes and educated themselves and that was very powerful and very touching because it showed people want to understand.

And you have only got to ask the question. People don’t know they are being offensive half the time, you just have to tell them. That is all.

Pride month is about that, but it is also about understanding that it all started out of riots, not because of how many things can be sold or advertised this month because suddenly it’s got a rainbow on it. It’s because people just had enough of being locked up and battered because of their sexuality. It was a movement. A positive riot.

It’s all about education. I still don’t think enough people know that and yet every day across the world, people can still be murdered in some countries for openly acting upon their sexual preferences. It is just naivety – people aren’t there so they don’t feel that.

Being out and remembering how hard it was to come out as a gay woman, I hope that people are able to draw something and take strength from my story and what I have been through. It is no different to anyone else’s, it is probably a bit mild. For me, it took a very long time to understand who I was. And then be ok with it.

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